i close my eyes, and the flashback starts.

so the play's over. now we have to make the scrap book for the play. i already pictured out how it's gonna look, now I have to figure out how the heck I'm suppose to make recycled paper with all those leaves and such, because I refuse to use colored paper. ew.

back to the play. it was an epic failure. everyone messed up, but still. my classmates thought it could have been better, if the props director helped-which he didn't do. ass. It was horrible because we were so unprepared, and no one would let us borrow our stuff. it was all so craptastic that i just broke down and cry. err. anyway, after the play i borrowed Flery's curling iron and tried to curl my hair, but it would not hold. no idea why. :( so i decided to just flat iron it and it was awesome. haha. even my friends told me. o, ha. i'm thinking of having it relaxed. ;)

the scrapbook is gonna be awesome. I'll make sure of that.

last friday night we had our youth camp, and i actually went to Siena to talk RD, Yssa, Inna, Darlene and Hannah into coming, and luckily they all said yes. but then I called Yssa, and she couldn't come cause of her father and all, and then Inna said she couldn't come too, so yeah. I wanted so bad to see her, but i honestly wasn't THAT disappointed. cause i knew it was better that way cause I didn't want her to be all OP with the NDTC people.

So i got to Oasis with RD-we sneaked out. How? we pretended that we were meeting other people that were going to Oasis at my place, but we were actually not. we just got a public tricycle and got there. So you're probably thinking that i'm a bad person for having RD lie about that just so she could go to the Youth Camp-but nooo. that was her idea. lolz.

anyway. yssa came on the second night and left early morning while I was still asleep, but i'm glad she came though. RD was gone for almost have the camp cause of all those practices she had in her school, but at least she was there for all the important parts. We only had 33 participants, about have of last year's 60+ but Valerie said if we'd get more participants, we'd be able to have a second camp. *crosses fingers.

btw, you know that Superferry 9 that sinked? Well, that was the ship we went on to Cebu. weird. I still have the ticket.haha

super bored. excuse my ultra boring post. in the mean time, check out my new lss. love the song, not the movie. haha.

To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?


To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?


Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am


To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?


Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am


And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change, but I know
I won't forget you


To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
and took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?


Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am


If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I'd be nothing
Where are you now?