i close my eyes, and the flashback starts.

when people change, it's usually for the worse. you hardly notice it. until one day you just wake up and realize how much you've changed. but when you change for the better, gah. it's easier said than done.

one of my number one traits is being so moody. this morning i woke up at 5:40 in the morning and i was like, wtf? why is my phone under my pillow? how am i supposed to wake up to the muffled sound of my alarm?apparently my mom put it there while i was asleep. (note: i am a heavy sleeper, so i didn't feel a thing) i was so pissed, i wanted to punch something. my foot didn't hurt anymore, and that made me even more ticked off because it was perfectly fine for me to run now. i slept at 10-ish for this, damn it. and so tomorrow, when i run, my legs are gonna itch. hate it when that happens.

it was too early to blog, so i just wrote on my diary. then i went on facebook(at 5 in the morning! lulz), then watched some telly. holy crow, white horse is on myx! lulz. i remember there was this one time i commented on myx's multiply page about them not playing other taylor swift songs. heh. after that, i got a tad happier. then i read my diary and saw how mad i was earlier for the stupidest reason. i was like, "wow i need help!"

napansin niyo, i don't do titles where i say that i'm gonna rant anymore? cause i always rant now. it's crazy. this will be my last...i hope. (: