i close my eyes, and the flashback starts.

i got a cold, and i've been in bed all day reading The Picture of Dorian Gray, and i still feel quite horrible. ugh
anyway, i've been thinking about the whole conference thing in Cebu, and i remembered the reason why i hated attending YFC events so much-the camping. i hate going to far places and bringing beddings and stuff. How can I possibly enjoy Cebu while worrying about my pillows and bags and everything else? Then Valerie hit me on the head[literally], and told me, "kung ayaw, maraming dahilan, kung gusto mo, may paraan" or something like that, and she was totally right. Besides, this trip is practically free, and i get to go there with all of my friends.. I don't wanna miss out on this experience. And besides, i might not be able to come with next year, since i'm gonna be a senior and all.. but still, lots of bulky stuff to bring.. for 7 days! err, ewan.
gotta go, i'm feeling a little dizzy.

-will reply to your messages when i get better.