i close my eyes, and the flashback starts.

prom is on feb. 14th. partner, check. dress? ugh. i don't know what to wear! its fairy tale-themed, but some of my classmates don't really plan on wearing something fairy tale-inspired so yeah.
i've been out all week because i've been sleeping early, and doing school stuffs during the afternoon. i haven't been late once. ;DD

so, Friday night was the last night of Tezza's grandmother. i didn't come.. of course i wanna be there to comfort her, but i'm such an effing coward nga. so when my classmates asked me to come with and i'd refuse and they'd ask why, i'd simply say to them: "i'm ok, i've been praying for her, i think that's enough." PM and Valerie made up with Tezza last Tuesday..i kind of what to be friends with her again, because honestly, it gets tiring to be mad at someone for so long.but i don't miss her-not at all. and then this little voice in my head would say: why should i make up with her? she hasn't even changed. great, there goes my pride again.

we've been having a lot of quizzes lately, especially the NDEA subjects. we're having a long quiz on ap on monday. gawd. this school crap is killing me--on top of that, prom! urgh. okay..i know i said before that i'm not going to prom this year, but apparently it's compulsory. and if i don't come,[disease, family affair, death, wedding, nasunog ang dress, etc,.] i'm gonna be forced to walk around school wearing a dress while i`m having my clearance signed. awesome, huh? lollerz.

so my cousin borrowed New Moon. and i totally regret it. she got it last december pa.. and she hasn't returned it yet. ugh. i bet it's gonna be all brown and bent on the spine when i get it back. i hate my twilight books, the paper turns brown easily. buti pa yung HP ko, it's been a year and 5 months now and it still looks awesome. as in better than Breaking Dawn. fudging Twilight.

P.S. Taylor gained 19lbs. for New Moon. chyeaa. haha.