i close my eyes, and the flashback starts.

christmas party was fun.
we had an exam for HRG before the so-called party started. it was about dating and it was so much fun because when we had the review we were making parinig at tezza and daniel because what they do is so against teenage dating etiquette. lol
so anyway, ma'am wasn't that strict during the exam so some people opened their notes while ma'am was pretending to be oblivious to us. ;D
then, we went down to the open stage and had a little program. that was around 10, so it was pretty hot and i totally ran for shade. haha. we had some games, but i just watched. then there was the mummy game, and i was pretty good at that so i just had to join. spain was so pretty then, wearing a dress with curls(i ordered her to get her hair done, and her boyfriend loved it! lol.) and we wrapped her in 2 rolls of tissue. of course, we won. ^^
then when the food arrived, all the students went back upstairs and we just cancelled the games. then while we were waiting for our mini-program to start, i asked emerson who picked me.
how could i have missed all the clues? smarter than the 1st honor, sits wayy up front, everyone in school knows her, and even though that person would give me a stufftoy which i absolutely loathe, i was still gonna thank her. i was so pissed, i started to cry and i yell in class "who the hell is this person? bat niyo gid kinaprotektahan yung identity niya?!" and "ah, bahala kayo jan! wala akong pake magkano yan, or sino nagbigay. alam niyong hate ko ang stufftoys pay. idonate ko nalang yan sa Gawad Kalinga." then later, while we started handing out gifts, it finally made sense. how could i forget that our adviser was part of the kringle thing? argh. so when it was my turn to get my gift na, everyone-and i mean everyone was chanting "stufftoy, stufftoy." and i tried to pretend that i was really happy and all but they knew how mad i was. so after i got my little gift, i put it on my chair and i did not touch the thing. i didn't even bother to open it. people were like, "van, anong laman?!" i would say "tignan mo, basta wag mo ipakita sa'kin ha."

then i opened it at home, and i was really pissed. an oversized mickey mouse thingy. and may price pa ha, 299. and yung book na pinagdadasal ko sa mga nakakaalam ng secret santa ko, 250 lang. argh. makakonsensya man uie. and teacher ko pa nagbigay. then kanina, our old maid visited us with her baby and my sister told me to give the stufftoy to her son, since it was still freaking brand-new. so..i got rid of the stufftoy, and i made my super cute godson happy! ;]

the year is finally ending, and i thought about everything that happened. twilight, was a huge thing. and it changed my life forever(thanks to greysh. ;]). and that helped me forget about that stupid boy who broke my heart for the second time. and i learned to balance school and family. i learned how to deal with the drama, though my temper issues need improvement. and i lost two friends. a very, very close one and a good one. it was pretty hard at first, but i decided that i should just let them go. i might forgive them someday and hopefully by then i'd be able to forget about them. forget that yabz and daniel ever happened. lol

i'm looking forward to christmas. i got my dad something kasi. lolz. he's been looking for a big fish dvd everywhere and so i bought one online(original. chyea bb!) and i mailed it to my sisters at davao coz if i mail it to our house here in tac town, my dad would open it. he's pretty much a snooper with the stuff i get kasi, like the books-he opened them before i did. so anyway, we're spending noche buena with him too. super bonding. haha.

merry christmas everyone! ;]